MirandaDiaz98
Female
Hey i have been in my relationship with my husband since i was 20 (26 now) and we ended this life style close to about 3 years ago after he I was caught stepping out on him.
We obviously had our share of problems at the time and I made the stupid decision to have an affair with a few men before he discovered what happened, i told him that I still loved him I just made a dumb mistake and we had a few awkward months of working through my infidelity. Sex got passionate again once he realised he could have lost me at that moment. One weekend we fought and i frustrated I mentioned that it’s very rare that he has ever made me come. We didn’t have sex for a while after that and to my surprise watching a movie (the voyeurs) he brought up if he thought i could have sex with someone without getting feelings evolved. I didn’t know how to answer this as it just felt odd after have an uncomfortable month, i could tell this was his was of talking further about my affair and said he would be okay if I decided to use a hall pass as long as he knew when and where and the main thing was safe.
I was shocked and it probably took me close to another few months before he brought it up again. I started flirting on bumble (stupid I know) but I ended up meeting someone who would become a friend with benefits. We would aim to make time for each other at least one every month but it’s hard to find time just with life.
In short the sex with my bull is amazing but sex with husband is underwhelming and feels like it’s about him.
He’s a cuck by definition but he’s never been present when meeting with my bull as we decided to keep it seperate.
I don’t have the heart to tell my husband I love him I’m not interested In sex with him due to his experiment and technique.
I read about “keeping your cuck pussy free” but I wouldn’t know the first step at approaching it or if he would understand when I’m at in life.
If anyone’s knows more about this lifestyle and how to approach it and whether it’s worth it.
Thanks, love this site
We obviously had our share of problems at the time and I made the stupid decision to have an affair with a few men before he discovered what happened, i told him that I still loved him I just made a dumb mistake and we had a few awkward months of working through my infidelity. Sex got passionate again once he realised he could have lost me at that moment. One weekend we fought and i frustrated I mentioned that it’s very rare that he has ever made me come. We didn’t have sex for a while after that and to my surprise watching a movie (the voyeurs) he brought up if he thought i could have sex with someone without getting feelings evolved. I didn’t know how to answer this as it just felt odd after have an uncomfortable month, i could tell this was his was of talking further about my affair and said he would be okay if I decided to use a hall pass as long as he knew when and where and the main thing was safe.
I was shocked and it probably took me close to another few months before he brought it up again. I started flirting on bumble (stupid I know) but I ended up meeting someone who would become a friend with benefits. We would aim to make time for each other at least one every month but it’s hard to find time just with life.
In short the sex with my bull is amazing but sex with husband is underwhelming and feels like it’s about him.
He’s a cuck by definition but he’s never been present when meeting with my bull as we decided to keep it seperate.
I don’t have the heart to tell my husband I love him I’m not interested In sex with him due to his experiment and technique.
I read about “keeping your cuck pussy free” but I wouldn’t know the first step at approaching it or if he would understand when I’m at in life.
If anyone’s knows more about this lifestyle and how to approach it and whether it’s worth it.
Thanks, love this site